I think he just got his license, bought an XR6T, had a mate stuff up tuning it and modding it on him and discovered that his car wasn't the strongest across all classes of vehicles like he thought it would be. Was a lot for him to process all in the same week - so he decided to do his reflecting on the forum edit: He's probably now on the GTR forums asking why the Falcon has more boot space and seats 5 comfortably, why the Prius gets better mileage, why a Merc is comfier on a long drive and why the extra turbo he put on isn't working