guys have an update, waiting till the new year to see if I have a job to goto at all. Its in the 4x4 industry one of the large chains where I will be a trainee fitter, well that's the goal anyway. I also have depression, it hits occassionally, but generally with me its anxiety I worry nearly to death sometimes, its a real good thing that I have people who actually understand what im going through instead of assuming just normal anxiety not actual fear anxiety. thanks for the replies my friends, will need some advice when I get my xr6t, wanted it for so long now! have a great christmas and a happy new year. drew.